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Are You The One

 

  Everybody’s talking

About perfect guy

Someone special

Mr. Right

 

Everybody’s hoping

To meet him once

And spend with him

The rest of their lives

 

I am just the same

Met so many people

Felt in love, got hurt

Who’s to blame

 

Is this one of those times

Are you wrong one or wright

Are you special

Are you the one

 

 

Beast In Me

 

 

Dark side

Full of hate

Urge to kill

Force to hurt

Like a wild beast

That sleeps deep inside of me

 

It takes your energy

Your dreams

Your faith

And your fears

Man without soul

The beast

 

Zombie

Without heart to feel

Living so empty

Whole you life

In the shadow

You don’t exist

 

 

 

 Because Of You

 

 

Because of you

I had two most incredible weeks ever

Because of you I had so much fun

Because of you I didn’t want to be gone

Because of you I was happy

And because of you I was sad

Because of you I smiled

And because of you I cried

Because of you everything changed

Because of you my life will be never the same

Because of you there is nothing I’ll not do

As long as its involving you

So much is going on

In my head

Because of you I can’t see straight

And the next thing I’ll do

Will be because I want

Not because of you

 

 

Breakaway

 

I made decision today

To let it go

Start again

To breakaway

 

I want to talk to you

I want to be your friend

I don’t want to hate you

But I have to breakaway

 

You gave me so much trouble

Lot of tears and pain

I forgave you, forgave myself

And I’m breaking away

 

 

It’s not easy

But I have my friends

I have God

And now there is someone else

 

So my friend

We are on our own

Going separate ways

I am gone, I braked away

 

 

 

Come To Me

 

Come to me

Sweet smell

Come to me

Again

Take me away

Bring me there

Show me

Please lead the way

Take me to see

Where he is

Let me dream

Come to me

Kill me

Make me disappear

So I can stand next to him

So I can hear

His voice

Come to me

Take me

It’s my choice

Come to me

Take me there

If I can’t go alive

Let me die

 


Every Time You Were Around

 

 

Every time you touched me,

I could not help a feeling,

Something

That made me trill.

Every time you stood close to me

I was shaking!

Your vibration messed my system.

I could not think.

Every time you looked at me,

It paralyzed my brain.

I could not see,

There was nobody and nothing

Existing to me!

Every time you spoke to me,

You took my breath away.

I could not speak!

And just seeing you from far,

Started the fire in my heart.

And I got weak,

And you made me sick,

And there is no cure,

Only maybe one thing

But not completely sure.

To be far and not see you…

Again…

 

 

 

 

Fool

 

 

I feel like a fool

Still love him

Have crash on you

And looking for someone new

 

So many feelings

I’m so confused

What’s next

Where to go

What to do

 

There is one more thing

Some old feeling

From long time ago

Do I love him as well

I do think it’s so

 

So, three old ones

And maybe someone new

God, please show me the way

Tell me what to do

 

 

 

Here We Go Again

 

Here we go again

The same old story

All over again

Love, love

And nothing more

No time for friends

No time for myself

Can’t sleep

Can’t think

Can’t eat

You all over the place

My breakfast

And my dinner

My light

And my air

No matter when and where

You are always there

And then when I finally

Fall a sleep

Hoping to get some rest

The moment I close my eyes

My dear,

From nowhere you appear

Chasing me thru my dream

And the next day,

Yes, the next day

All over again

 

Hurt

 

  If you could hold me

In your arms

If you could take

My pain away

If you could let me

Look into your eyes

And feel the same

It hurts

Pain

To see you leaving

Closing car door

Not seeing my tears

I’m sorry

For everything

If I could

Take away my pain

If I could kiss you again

If I could tell you

How I feel

If you could just hold me

Help me to understand

There is nothing

I wouldn’t do

To have one chance

To be with you…

 




Husband Goodbye

 

 

The time has come

My love

Lover

Husband

Goodbye

 

It’s all over now

My fairytale is gone

On the beginning

Lonely and alone

 

 

 

I Can’t Get You Out Of My Head

 

 

For a fifth day

I can’t get you out of my mind

Out of my head

I’m not looking out to be sad

But with everything that reminds me on you

That’s the only thing I can do

Every second from sunrise to sunset

You are inside of my head

Bouncing around

Playing with my mind

Driving me insane

I wish I could put you on the side

Clear my mind, my heart

Had a fresh start

But then again I don’t want forget

I can’t forget

Because just thinking of you

Makes me regret

For coming back…

 




I Don’t Need A Man

 

 

I don’t need a man

To make me feel good

I don’t need anyone

I don’t need you

 

I don’t need a man

To tell me how good I am

I don’t need a man

I don’t want to play the game

 

I don’t need a man

To tell me what to do

I want to make mistakes

Not listen to you

 

I don’t need a man

To be alone is the best thing to do

I can’t help myself

You are the man

I want you




I Never Gave Up

 

  I was blind

You made me see

This marriage

Was nothing for me

 

I love you

And I still will

But it’s over

Between you and me

 

The trust is gone

You just showed me

Believing in us

How stupid I could be

 

How can I still love you

I don’t know

You broke my heart so many times

I forgave you but you choose to go

 

 

  If I Told You That

 

If I told you

I want to see you

If I told you

I want to hear you

If I told you

I wish to please you

If I told you

That I love you

Would you believe me

Would you come with me

Would you talk to me

 

 

 

If Only I Could Be Close 2U

 

  I so want to be there

So many things reminds me on you

Times that we laughed

Things we talked about

Your warm eyes

Perfect smile

Our stupid catfights

Black and white

Who’s wrong

And who’s always right

About sunny afternoons

And that bench in the Down Town

Crazy musicians

My waiting countdown 

Going to bed every day

Falling to sleep with you in my head

Waiting for next day

To get down and see you again

All troubles with a cab

People, language and all that mess

Just thinking about this all

Makes me to buy ticket and go

Leave this place and move next to you

So I can see you every day

Spend time with you

Have fun

Oh, Got it would be great…

But miles away

All I can do

Is to dream

                                     And hope my dream will come true


Liefde

 

Liefde is zo raar gevoel

Net als wind in je rug

Geef je kracht

Voor elke nieuwe dag

Liefde is iets

Dat iedereen moet meemaken

Leven zonder liefde

Heeft geen zin

Liefde is

Blijdschap en verdriet

Grootte pakket

Gevoelens bij elkaar

 

Like No Other


Colors

Fantasy

Dance

Smile

Holiday

Far away

Dream that comes true

Nothing

Nowhere

Like you

 

 

Love Sensation

 


Seeing you again

Brought so many memories back

Feelings I almost did forget

You were always here

Very near

But with so many things

I just did not feel

Seeing you again

It all came back

How could I almost forget

I don’t know

But looking back

Seems feeling grew

That I feel for you

I always knew

Now feeling became stronger

And I think I love you

When you held me closer

I knew

That sweet sensation

I just knew                                                                               
I always loved you                                                                  

Somehow                                                                                





Miss Jane Marple

 

 

 What a great women she is

Old but sharp

Things she can do

The way she thinks

Mysteries she can resolve

Oh I wish she was here

Maybe she could help me

With that mystery of mine

To calm me down

To make me see

What’s right, what wrong

To guide me

To give me some clues

About how should I go on

How can I resolve

The biggest mystery of my life

To get the answer on the question

Why do I always fall in love with a  wrong guy?



Sam

 

 

I just want to touch

Your soft skin

And your curly hair

Listen to your voice

Every day

Be in your arms

Once again

 

Memories alive

Again

You

Like I never left

Anywhere

 

Some things

You never forget

Some things you do

But if I ever

Come back

Will be to see you

 

I am not alone

Neither are you

However, there is something

Between you and I

That makes it all difficult

That makes me cry

 

I’ll leave soon

Going far

But no matter what

I’ll know where you are

I’ll cherish the memories

That we share

Until the time comes

To meet once again

My friend…

 

 

Sam II

 

 

 

Sam, Sam, Sam

Damn, damn, damn

I don’t know what to do

Not with me

Not with you

I am going mad

Lost myself

Confusion in my head

Can think straight

Just writing

And feeling sad

Smoking a lot

And going to bed

What happen that day

What did you do to me

To my heart, to my head

I can’t live like that

Not knowing what’s going on

Not knowing the end

Is there anything I should know

Is there anything between us at all?

How can I explain some things to myself?

Is all just coincidence?

Just illusion in my head?

Or it’s real?

Or could it be?

Is there chance for you and me?

I guess I’ll never know…

 


Tell Me More

 


Tell me more

Talk to me

Tell me how stupid I am

And about my blue eyes

Tell me about sun

And the rain

Madonna

Mariah

Him

And pain

Tell me more

Don’t stop

Just talk to me

Tell me about God and stuff

Because listening to you

Is like the listening to voice

From haven above

So, don’t stop

Tell me more

 

 

 


Thru The Rain

 

When you can’t find the way

Left all alone and sad

You ask yourself

What’s wrong

What’s going on

Where is the end

When you lost your way

Felt down

And almost braked

All alone in the rain

Don’t worry

It’s not the end

Just stand up

Once again

Be strong

And wait for sunny day

 

 

 

 

What Am I Going To Do

 

 

 

 

What am I going to do

With myself

With you

 

I’m so confused

So in love

So blind

The love is killing me

I’m going to die

How long

Can I go on

Love is making me crazy

Making me sad

I do things I usually don’t do

I feel so strange

I wish to continue

No longer

I am so weak

My love getting stronger

The line between wrong and right

No longer exist

I am going mad

I am completely blind

 

 

 

 

 

When Married Man Falls In Love Again

 

 

Can you imagine?

What happens then?

I am married, yes I am

And yes, I just felt in love again

Can you imagine

How confused I am?!

Am I a good person?

Or am I bad?

Am I cheater?

Did I anybody betrayed?

Who’s to judge me?

People or God?

Or should I judge myself?

Why?

Love is nothing bad!

Love is great

And falling in love

Even more

It gives you all you need

Adrenaline to move and breathe

Energy and power to do anything

It moves you like a strongest machine

Change your life

Change everything

So if falling in love is so great

Why do I feel I did something bad?

Oh, yes, I am a married man…

Is that all???

 


Why To Tell You That I Love You

 

 

 

I am so stupid

Felt in love again

I know I shouldn’t

I know it’s wrong

So confused

Don’t know what to do

Doing stupid things

Like saying I love you

Like that’s going to help me

Like you going to love me

I just don’t know what to do

Maybe just wait

For feeling to fade

And to forget and move on

And forget we met at all

Pretend I never knew you

And spend whole my life being sad

Because someone like you

Nobody can forget

Burning inside

Traffic jam in my mind

Sitting here

Listening to My All

Hoping you will call

And I would pretend again

That nothing’s wrong

That we are just friends

And  when you hung up

I’ll start to cry

Wishing you could know

What’s going on

And made everything easier for me

Telling me to go

And that you don’t want to talk to me

Anymore

 





You, You & Only You

 

It’s late

I’m in my bed

You in my head

Can’t fall a sleep

And if I do

My dream will be about you

You, you, you

Fucking hell

Lenny wake up

Sort your head

Take him out

Go to bed

And just sleep

It’s not easy

You are here and there

You are in out

You are everywhere

Every step I do

I’m thinking just about you

I’m so fad up

The only thing I can do

Death

To kill you

In my head

 


 

 

 

 

 


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